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The past never stayed where it belonged.
Thursday, November 4, 2010
So it's one of those nights where you sit on your bed all day watching useless videos, and episode after episode of How I met your mother. Then you start talking to people and the one thing that keeps haunting you, that incessant thought, the one that keeps returning, it never leaves you alone. And then you start thinking when things really started changing so much.I want to be able to crush that sheet of perfection framed with admiration before those eyes had begun to reveal what was hidden in shallow intentions and ugly thoughts. I want to erase your hideous scrawls for what seemed like an eternity would pass in childish romance and rose petals would never die of shame, staining the empty white a burning crimson.
When what really burned was when we touched, and instantaeous warmth and heartbeats racing like fools were nothing but resultants of fragments of our imagination.
The innocent make mistakes. But they learn to love with their hearts.
Call me a push-over but maybe that's why I survive on hope. Because deep inside I never gave up on anything, even after they all did.
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oh. love, aishani. (: