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Sunday, August 15, 2010
I seek solace in words and phrases, hiding in the shadows of books and poems. I alternate between song and reality, finding it hard to extract myself from the intricate melody and soulful rhythm. I drift between crowds and loners, finding myself wanting to be both and neither. I lose my sense of momentum, and things start falling out of grasp, everything just tumbling over and over. I lose some treasured pieces, now destined to be nothing but fleeting scenes of nostalgia. I ponder over the smallest of things, but neglect what stands before me. I am guilty and troubled over what has become, but scared to venture the first step forward to correct it. I am captured by the promises of religion, but unwilling to let myself fall into it. I care too much about what others say, I mind too much about what they think, I know too much about what they feel. God, i feel like shit.
Sick of being so sick.
Thursday, August 12, 2010
WHYYY IS THIS SO DEAD. D:haha hello world.
I was searching through the usual websites I briefly like to look through, searching for that ounce of happiness or joy that I occasionally experience, usually because I see interesting bits of news here and there.
This time, felt like certain parts of the Internet waste a hell lot of my time because it just somehow made me feel like while I'm stuck in bed sick with --insert string of illnesses--, there are people out there having fun like they probably never will in years to come, and not realising how much they really have in their hands. Sucks when some people still have opportunities, moments, experiences, and so much more left in their lives and dont know it. Don't even recognise it.
And it sucks when they've got something I'll never have, and knowingly blind themselves this easily.
So whoever's reading this, take it from one who knows.
1. Never let jealousy get in your way because it only hurts you much more later onwards.
2. Open your eyes, and if you feel like that dream is too far away, reach further. You never know when your arms will get chopped off, and you'll never be able to reach again.
3. When in doubt, go eat peanut butter. (FROM THE JAR. :D)
I'm off to go sleep my misery away.
still alive,
aishani.
DISCLAIMER: Not just one, but a series of events has inspired this post. Any resemblance to incidents or characters is purely coincidental. XD
I dont expect anyone to know what this is about. ohwell!
The chipmunk scores!
Sunday, August 1, 2010
CONGRATS CONGRATS AISH am extremely proud of you and your indian-ess!