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Thursday, June 10, 2010
The sunset fellwindows broke
the bright blue image withered off.
Im lying when i said that i expected it all, that it isn't a surprised and that im not the least bit shocked. For i too wanted to believe to just this once, that things would be good and alright. I never knew why you constantly throw yourself there, engulf yourself in crowds and pleasures straying from the natural nature. When jaded and cynical perspectives arose, how hard it was to fight that down, but how little did you really know. We were always worried and scared fearing your familiar unknown, and perhaps we didnt try hard enough, finding a way that you would recognise. So appoligies if this came late:
smile tho your heart is aching,
smile even tho its breaking,
when there are clouds in the sky you'll get by
if you smile thru ur pain and sorrow,
smile and there may be tomorrow
you'll see the sun come shining thru
for you
We never just wanted your talent, arguments or rebuttals. We couldn't care less if those trophies dissappeared. We only ever wanted you to be happy. The self inflicting pain, why do you allow it? The countless tears, why do you approve it? The unhappy days, why do you accept it?
if theres just one thing that we all want to say. please remember to love yourself more each and every day.