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the girl next door


aishani. keisha. nat.
a: is cute, but alot more. period. n: the sexy schizophrenic ringleader k: a pikachu like no other

“When I’m good, I’m very good, but when I’m bad, I’m better.” — Mae West.
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Message for DCs organizing committee
Sunday, March 28, 2010
we really really hate Simpson and South Park.


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Friday, March 26, 2010
All I ask is that you let me spend forever feeling this way, before you take me.


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CRUSH R
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
A BIG AMEN TO THAT LAST POST WHOEVER IT IS

"once an mg girl, ALWAYS an mg girl".


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the chipmunks will live on
Two things I've realised today:

1) MG girls are horribly unfit, and need to come to NJ more often to climb stairs and toughen up.

2) An MG girl never stops being an MG girl. Ever.

(:


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WE WILL WIN THE WAR
Monday, March 22, 2010
i can't believe it's happening so fast. sec1, slacking and being ulu, sec2, first jgs i went for. and suddenly it's sec3 and the pressure's on us to win it.

and i guess sometimes it seems like a distant unattainable goal

and i guess sometimes i would rather not try (at all)

but everytime i think that, something smacks my butt and tells me to prove them all wrong and that if i give in, i'm proving them right. by letting go of this, i'm letting go of the dreams that two other girls have worked so hard for. being part of a team means always remembering to keep holding on, for each other. being part of a team means losing, winning and debating together. it doesn't matter how horrible and tired you feel, because your teammate has it a thousand times worse and she's relying on you to deliver, and deliver good.

i think we can pick up our trail of broken pieces, learn and move on.

i've never been the smart one, i've never been particularly bright, and i've never been particularly likeable, persuasive or charming.

and now, let's prove them wrong.


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Stained Glass Masquerade
Sunday, March 21, 2010
but would it set me free
if i let you see
the truth behind the person
that you imagine me to be


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the succumb to procrastination
Why cant you roll over and die homework!
MASSIVE SADFACE:(


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Saturday, March 20, 2010
a snapshot of when we were fifteen and frivolous.


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Why try so hard to fit in, if you're born to stand out?
There's a difference between existing and living.

Because you saw the sun, and heard the wind whisper.
You brushed past the leaves, and saw nature as it was.
You sang the words, and played the melody.
You touched the keys on the piano, and read the notes.
You walked the mile, and treaded on the journey.
You carried the weight, and cried those tears.
You uttered the phrases, and bowed down as one.
You watched from a distance, and heard the sentences.
You kept silent, but went deaf from all the sound.
You stayed in fantasies, and manipulated the puppets.
You had the dream, and walked right out of it.

But you never really felt any of it.

- aish. (:


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by far one of the most memorable poems around
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Fleas by Ogden Nash

Adam
Had'em


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"I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
I lift my lids and all is born again.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)
The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
And arbitrary blackness gallops in:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed
And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)
God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade:
Exit seraphim and Satan's men:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
I fancied you'd return the way you said,
But I grow old and I forget your name.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)
I should have loved a thunderbird instead;
At least when spring comes they roar back again.
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)"


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Friday, March 12, 2010


i miss your presence.


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Thursday, March 11, 2010
i just love the feeling of debating


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Tuesday, March 9, 2010
our reach must exceed our grasp


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naive orleans
Sunday, March 7, 2010
And i finally found that life goes on without you
And the world still turns when you're not around


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CHEER UP GUYS
Saturday, March 6, 2010































































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jgs
Friday, March 5, 2010
humbled, it was much needed.


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quiet assurance
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.
--Phil 3:12-14

I’d rather have Jesus than silver or gold;
I’d rather be His than have riches untold;
I’d rather have Jesus than houses or lands,
I’d rather be led by His nail pierced hand.

I do not pray for success, I ask for faithfulness.


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heartbreak warfare
It sounds pretty but I disagree. I believe there are moments in your life when you have to dance like everyone is watching.


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what is unknown is eternal
Wednesday, March 3, 2010



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Home is where I'm myself
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Well if 7 people tell me the same thing, then maybe I really do look tired and sick.

For the first time today, I realised they didn't care how badly they did because they were having fun. Then I realised it was just one of them who felt that way. The expressions on everyone else's face still remained. And Maybe that's the part I hate.

Everyone knows I'm driving myself right into the wall like this. What I don't understand is, why now? And why not when I actually had the chance to prove something to myself and to the rest?


oh, I've realised wearing red shirt and red shorts incidentally makes me feel like a walking hongbao. :D


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